Everyone thinks that I write about
some other guy
who was never worth my time
who never treated me right
who never made me feel beautiful.
it was never about him.
It was always about you,
and you never knew
because I never told you.
You never knew how quick my eyes would brighten up
Or how big my smile became
when I heard your text tone.
You never knew about all the little weddings
I had imagined in my head
Who my bridesmaids would be,
who your groomsmen would be,
the color scheme.
And it was never your fault
nor was it was mine.
It wasn’t the fault of time,
the fault of life,
there’s no one to blame.
So maybe that’s why it’s so hard to move on.
Because I have no one to blame.
There was no reason for two people so madly in love
to just fall apart.
And I just want you to know that I love you,
and I will always love you,
and even though I know you no longer feel the same,
please remember that everything we’ve been through,
and every memory we made,
will always be apart of me,
and I know it will always be a part of you.
Because the era of my young love is dedicated to you.
It has always been you.